I wrote a LETTER to my family, said it's not your FAULT and you've been good to me. It's just lately I've been feeling like I don't BELONG, like the ground's not mine to walk upon... and I sat watching a FLOWER as it was withering. I was embarrassed by its honesty. So I'd prefer to be remembered as a SMILING face, not this fucking WRECK that's taken its place.

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<table width="600" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" border="0" summary=""> <tr align='left'> <td bgcolor="#C0C0C0" align="center"> <table width="100%" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" border="0" summary=""> <tr align='left'> <td class="caption">Halted</td> </tr> <tr align='left'> <td colspan="2" bgcolor#C0C0C0"> <p>There are a few reasons why you might not see posts on this friends page: <ul> <li></3 ;; might have no friends defined. If you are </3 ;;, you can <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/friends/edit.bml?crotchgrab">edit your LiveJournal friends</a> so they show up here.</li> <li></3 ;; might have friends defined, but all of their friend's posts might be over two weeks old (according to the times on our servers), and thus wouldn't be displayed here.</li> <li></3 ;; might have friends defined that post only protected entries that you can't view, because they haven't defined you as a friend in return.</li> </ul> </p> </td> </tr> </table> </td> </tr> </table><p>
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